how do you stop yourself making up scenarios in your head? its like an infection. I do it all the time and it always leads me to disappointment.. its like I have this idea of the perfect life in my head that’s never ever going to happen.
i dont know why I do it. I wish I did.. I guess just for once I want someone to meet my expectations. I’m sick of being forgotten about and disappointed. it feels like nothing I do is appreciated. I work so hard to try and help people and it feels like all they do is let me down.. I guess I’ll just have to start acting like I don’t give a Shit.